Get Yourself Free
Jupiter and Saturn are conspiring to turn dreams into reality this autumn
I know what it feels like to settle.
I know how it feels to wake up and see a life that looks vaguely like “my life” – only smaller and sadder.
I know how it feels to soldier on bravely, doing my best to be a good father to my children and a responsible human – even while feeling like I’m dying inside.
I know how it feels to stop believing in a lifelong dream because you just can’t stand the thought of being disappointed one more time.
I’m not a very patient person by nature. I can get easily frustrated when things don’t go the way I want them to. But I’m also very persistent. And I believe in an orderly Universe. I believe in a Universe where God wants us to manifest our hearts’ deepest desires. I don’t believe the Universe wants us to suffer.
And I’ve acted on those beliefs for many years now. Even during periods of despair, when it felt like nothing I did was ever going to amount to what I wanted, I kept up my spiritual practice. I kept reading self-help books. I kept getting sessions with coaches and healers.
And you know what? It took time and practice. But I started getting better and better at identifying and clearing toxic shame. Which enabled me to go beyond mind and return my focus and energy into what I love and want to create more of. Now?
I’m actually living in a reality that looks like the vision boards I made when I was trying to learn “how to manifest.”